AHHH

So it happened...Erin and I broke up...man what a shitty way to end a crappy month...but hey i enrolled in EMT-Basic class and am prolly getting transferred to another safeway to work as a head clerk....today sucks my grandma is in the hospital today so i have to go down there. I cant believe how blind i was i should have seen this coming...i was in so much love with her i didnt even see it coming...i dont know if anyone else is right for me right now im very emotional about so much right now...my family is mad at me and Lance is mad at me im so confused about so much except for the fire station...this is my life and i have to have this...it has always been there and will always be there...i love it probably more than i love rain? lol...so ya just thought i would update today as i wait for conformation about the hospital. Hey im in the newspaper again so thats awesome...i will send u a copy if u request it...lol i might even autograph it if ur lucky
...well g2g later